Where do you go...

when the darkness blinds your path?
Making you unable to see the light?
Where do you turn?
How can you see what's around you?
How do you show emotion
when it won't show?
Does everything have to be external?
What do you do when it's all buried deep,
unable to show itself on the surface.
How can you show love or sadness?
You feel trapped in the madness.
Withering away.
Watching yourself fall away.
Fall from life itself.
Decayed.
Every dark, morbid thought consumes you.
But you push it aside.
It sticks to your being lke glue.
You can't escape the evil.
Can't escape yourself.
Your own downfall.
A downward spiral into the depths of Hell.
You question yourself daily on if you can even last another day.
Wondering what tomorrow will bring.
If you're going to have a good or bad day.
If you'll even want to get up in the morning.
The motivation is fading away.
The motivation to keep going.
You're never good enough for anyone.
Nothing you do is right for anyone.
You're failing at everything you do.
No matter WHAT you do, or try,
Noone is ever happy.
You're always losing.
You feel so far gone.
So seperated when you're surrounded.
The things you once love are vanished.
You feel like a zombie living.
You're there.... but you're not.
You're just taking up space.
Just existing. But hardly.
You're going through the motions.
And you wonder when things will be different.
Or if they'll be different.
When everything will get better.
Because everything WILL get better....
..........right?